My therapist asked me about what stresses me out the most. I said “rent doubled”. She said, “Yeah there’s no therapy for that.” Then we chuckled and sighed deeply while we looked for something more lighthearted to talk about, like my father’s disappointment at me.
I think one is him getting her to get rid of the men in her life which weren’t him. Pretty nuts and far more than the title and initial description let on.
After you read this, I guarantee you will feel sorry for me. Imagine this. You are attracted to women, like you are now (emotionally and sexually), but they do not exist. They existed a long time ago, and no one knows what they looked like (They have a pretty good idea from the fossils, however), but they do not exist anymore. That means, not only do you know there will never be any possibility of you having sex with one, but there’s not even a possibility of you ever seeing one in real life. Everyone else, however, except for a very few, are not attracted to women, they are attracted to something else entirely. So in other words, you will never find any porn anywhere on the internet, only non-sexual pictures of women. Everyone you have told about your attraction to women think it’s disgusting. To relieve yourself, you get off on the non-sexual pictures of women, knowing it will never get any better. That’s what life is like to me. I am a degree 6 Zoosexual, sexually and emotionally attracted to Tyrannosaurs and nothing else. Women don’t even do it for me. I am cursed to live my life in the misery that my most powerful emotional fantasies will never be even close to coming true. Life is like hell to me. I will never know true love.
Hey, I didn’t think I would have to be sending another message to you but I guess here I am again. Setting aside all differences real quick and everything that’s happened, I just want to tell you some things.
Whatever you are going through in your life, seek professional help. If you think going on an online chat room and escaping your problems is that easy well you’d be wrong. Your problems follow you and they affect the people you talk to. What do you gain on tormenting a server? Of manipulating people and trying to make them turn? You gain absolutely nothing and your mental state worsens. You won’t get better if you don’t seek help.
I just want you to get better. Take time off from games. Talk to people outside of an online chat room. I wish I could have been your friend even after you left but I guess things change.
Think about what you are doing and if you gain anything from it. You’ll probably ignore all this and think I’m bullshitting but take it with a grain of salt I guess. It’s up to you to decide to listen and change or do nothing and just destroy your mental state.
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