One of the congregation ran over my first dog. ground was frozen so i kept a fire going for a few days to thaw it enough to dig a hole. was about 7. later worked on grandpa’s hog farm. didn’t see a whole lot of difference between humans and livestock. nightmares about nuclear death from the sky. delusions about heaven while tempting were just unbelievable. one of my favorite poems: en.wikipedia.org/…/There_Will_Come_Soft_Rains_(sh…. hope: Imagine, John Lennon www.google.com/search?q=Imagine%2C+John+Lennonfurther reading: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christopher_Hitchens