Hey, I didn’t think I would have to be sending another message to you but I guess here I am again. Setting aside all differences real quick and everything that’s happened, I just want to tell you some things.
Whatever you are going through in your life, seek professional help. If you think going on an online chat room and escaping your problems is that easy well you’d be wrong. Your problems follow you and they affect the people you talk to. What do you gain on tormenting a server? Of manipulating people and trying to make them turn? You gain absolutely nothing and your mental state worsens. You won’t get better if you don’t seek help.
I just want you to get better. Take time off from games. Talk to people outside of an online chat room. I wish I could have been your friend even after you left but I guess things change.
Think about what you are doing and if you gain anything from it. You’ll probably ignore all this and think I’m bullshitting but take it with a grain of salt I guess. It’s up to you to decide to listen and change or do nothing and just destroy your mental state.