I might not have asked for it, but I needed to read it. The insecurity that developed is devastating. I haven’t attempted to date (dating apps just seem to be hookers any onlythots round here). I had a friend describe the process as trying to fill a goddess hole (impressive double entendre and play on God hole) and it really is.
I have a lot of learning about myself to do. One thing I found out is I really like golf. So I bought myself a driver to replace my 20 year old aluminum club and I am very excited to try that out.