You’re literally relishing in the idea of causing someone emotional or mental distress?
Maybe I am a clown, but you are a god damn sociopath if this is what you enjoy, take a step back and read what you just wrote, you ENJOY causing PAIN to others. You’re a sadist and the only thoughts I am carrying on this thread are “wow that guy is disturbing, his life must be terrible if he actually enjoys this”.
I hope you get the help and happiness that you most clearly need, because this sort of behaviour is troubling and points to some very significant problems on your end.