My mom used to say “it’s just hair, you can shave your head and it grows back” whenever we did something extreme with our hair.
First - you probably look better than you think, and remember it will grow back, it’s probably good you give your scalp some air. As it grows back, set up a routine to keep everything healthy up there!
Rock it. Feel free, enjoy the summer with no hair in your way. You will quickly handle whatever is going on. Hair grows about 6" a year so it doesn’t really take as long as it seems to grow it back.