You sound like a bully when you presume to ad-hom someone who actually overcame impossible odds because you don’t want to admit I’m right and that you’re actually going to have to save yourself since you’ll never get the validation and rescue from your community that you want.
You are 100% at fault for your own suffering because you won’t take responsibility and act to save yourself, and you have no one to blame for your plight but yourself. It’s as simple as that.
I already know what you’re going to do though; you’re just going to keep whining, feeling sorry for yourself and playing victim while Unity apathetically locks you out of your life’s work and hides it behind a paywall, and the only one who’s going to suffer from that is you. 🤷