Yo I’m giving up too, I know it’s hard but, as guy said to me:
How can we expect to get lucid at night when we’re going through our waking lives in auto-pilot? If we practice being here and now and being aware of the nature of our reality, that mindset will sooner or later be a part of our lives, both waking and dreaming.
Awareness in waking life is necessary for Lucid Dreams