While I understand your reasons for not wanting to share your problems, I feel like this is a cultural thing and that it is in general a bad thing.
You’re obviously not the kind of person to go around begging for other people’s help, but at someone else who is similar, I feel strongly that there is a group of people here who would have your back, whether through a GoFundMe or whatever.
Can’t wait for your triumphant return, Stamets. In the meantime, I hope you consider opening up so your fellow Trekkies can show the power of Federation and Friendship.