I probably cannot help you really, but I’ll throw a suggestion. You should start your study of economics here: www.amazon.com/…/0465060730
Sadly, you will scoff at and ignore my advice right now, but perhaps you’ll remember this some day and are able to integrate the knowledge better after some life experience. Good luck and remember: you don’t have to be a communist. You can choose to be something much more. It’s never too late to change, especially when you’re young.