Oh wow, you read my mind! Yes, I don’t feel ready to move on from my youth just yet because I feel it was deficient in a few things (especially with the 2 years lost to COVID). I’m quite tempted to just say f**k to career development, move out to the city where my childhood friends live, get a minimum wage job, and just spend some time with them for a bit. Just to meet the needs of my current self, now.