When you go to the mod log, you can start typing your name into the user search box until the auto-complete entries come up. Select the one that shows your name and the instance where you signed up.
In this case, it should be #45808. I don’t see any mod actions listed for that ID. Another post mentioned the possibility of missing entries in case there’s something in particular you’re looking for and not finding.
Cannot follow automod removal links, how do I know what comment was removed?
So for some fucktastically stupid reason, the automod replies to removed messages provides a link that only returns a server error....