I think I’m going to do it soon, no point in continuing if I’m just going to be a joke for people to laugh at. Got my gun right here in the lower drawer of my desk, it’ll be quick and I don’t have anyone left either who’ll miss me. Daughter died in car accident 2 years ago, threw my wife out other day (I don’t miss her, she was nasty to me wanted to have another child to replace my late daughter) no one left to miss me or care about me. I’m also far out in the boonies so I bet I’d be a skeleton by the time I’m found by someone.