Ahhh I see you know your Christian nationalism well. Believe it or not. Abeka was one of their selling points. When your young and live in a city that is majority African American people. You go to school and think it’s weird that in a school that’s K-12 there only 2 black people.
It wasn’t until I got out of school and started making my own friends that I realized just how heinous that experience had been. You start to realize that all of the people you have been around are horrible bigots (family included). From there of course the natural evolution is to make your own family. Which is where I am now.